I've addressed this in both my speech and in another answer on this thread. I've acknowledged more should have been done from myself and what my schedule looks like for this term being in the lighter portion of the year. Even with my going "ghost", Nippon U21 always had a lineup set and had scrimmages every week as well. I understand your misgiving about how that all happened and yes, I should have done better to reach out. Can't change that now, but that's the explanation on the situation that, again, has been previously addressed.
I once had a team with 1757 players and was $25,835,360 in debt. This is not that team. Join the Discord group open to anyone, but especially for USA managers to improve your club or get involved with the U21 and NT programs
(https://discord.gg/cKpNkt2).