I'm sorry to hear about your circumstances, and hope you get through all the real-life troubles. After all, it's just a game, and it's okay to lose your enthusiasm time to time. You can always drop down, farm some money, do a long-term rebuild and just set reminders to log on once per week until you're ready to give it more energy again...would be a real shame to see your team disappear otherwise, so hopefully you're still keen enough to keep going with it.