It's a bit of both for myself RiP. I do think you've done a very good job, I'm not sure I would do a better job than you do, but I would have run against you except for the past two months, I've only been able to log in once or twice a day for a few minutes, and I don't think it's enough to run a successful NT.
If my work allows me more leisure time in 16 weeks, maybe I'll make a run for the U21 next season.
Good luck!